Xmas with my sister

Merry Xmas Eve... off to the hills

I want my MTV.. no actually just the missing remote control

gotta make room for the new furniture!

Where is the sewing machine!

ARGGGGHHH

Long day very sleep

the cat is mia

The cat is MIA and sneezing.. I hope he is ok. Today I met Stewart the Owner of my cottage. He had to come in and take out the old electrical outlet cause it was melted. I woke up with a horrible headache from breathing in melting plastic all night. I guess they will be fixing it tomorrow... Oh I just remembered that my paper is probably waiting for me at the Art and Design office to pick up and see what horrible grade I got. I know it was grammatically horrible. I doubt I got a better than a B on it. Oh well. I have a critique in the morning and then off to the studio and then off to the party at Nancy's studio at night. It should be fun to hang out with the locals... hehehe. I miss my friends at school. I am bored alot, and I wish the sewing machine worked better as I would love to be working on my xmas project again tonight. I dont have the energy to unpack. I was supposed to clean the house today and unpack, but slept in and awoke to burning plastic smell and then had to get outta here cause it was so bad. Now I just want to play video games cause its nighttime again. I wish I had a couch! I need a frickin' couch.

Sherlock Holmes is on but my sewing machine isn't working

Concourse

sewing away the rainy day!

Today and yesterday I sewed and fused plastic to make bags... its been alot of fun, and alot of hard work.. it takes over an hour to fuse enough plastic for just one bag and another hour or so to sew it!!! AAHhh we will see how many I have the patience to make.

No pic for the weak!

Last night I got a hold of a Beverly Rainer piece of art. She's not super famous, but famous enough! It now has a home in my living room over the doorway! Im so excited. I put up more curtain last night and now I am in dire need of a couch! I got a free little bookshelf from the neighbor which is just about perfect. I should be at the foundary right now, but woke up late today and am just putzing around the house. Later I will have to go shopping (I dont like spending money but I have to eat dont i?). Maybe I will learn how to use my sewing machine today.

just a pic

There's party over here, there's a party over there!

I haven't taken a shower in two days...AAAHHHH thats pretty bad. Oh well, Im gonna take one after I finish writing this. My friend and I talked until 1 am last night about moms. It was an interesting and intense conversation. I miss my mom, but dont want to call her. I think I will send her a xmas card. I stunk up the studio with my resin piece last night and need to go back so I can air out the room and put it in a box so it won't stink anymore. I think I will call my professor and tell him it has turned into a real problem. I woke up this morning and thought that this break will be over really fast, I am filling up my days with visiting people and unpacking. I still need a couch which really sucks, cause I have no idea how I will get it to my house without a truck. Most days I just want to watch tv and smoke and play video games, but I dont really have the luxary of doing that. I need to find out what Im bringing to the party also.

salt and sugar dont make snow

the toilet is running, Im surrounded by boxes and I need to unpack. Im sure there's alot of other things that I have to do, so many Im not sure what. Its the first day after school ended and I have a bunch of resin stuff in the car, that Im not sure what to do with. Maybe work on it tonight.

Today is pajama day!

So today ended up being pajama day with my cat. It rained and snowed in santa cruz. I played a game, did some business stuff on the phone and talked to my sis. I have one more day of classes left and then its the break. Glad I had a great weekend and looking forward to some time off. Hopefully I will make lots and lots of great artwork! I should go and get my knitting. Its time to get back into crochet for a while.

I forgot how fun this is

On photography

Well here I go again blogging about something in the middle of the night, while I can hear someone outside dragging trash cans around. What was I goingto say? Oh yea, why do I make images, since looking at flickr for all of 5 minutes its easy to see that all the images have been made. I am at a loss, as to why Im doing photo at all? I think I want to take other's images and create new images but I hate spending time on the computer. and if I dont print them is it copyright infringment? If it is posted on flickr is it considered public space? Can I use other's images to make my own? I wonder?
It finally rains agains. I just read some of my older blogs and am determined to write more over the course of my 40 days of artwork etc... I like being able to take a photo and journal about my day if only a few sentences.

Strange

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March 10, 2009

I haven't been posting regularly as I should. I am remiss on my daily photographs. Too much going on and lots of stress.

March 4, 2009

I have a headache today. But feel alright. I have alot to do and not enough time it feels like. Tomarrow or Friday I have to drive to Oakland and take care of some stuff. I hate endings.

March 3, 2009

March 2, 2009

Bloated and Tired... drove 9+ hours yesterday through desert snow and rain... America is beautiful.

February 25, 2009

Today Im scared cause im broke and I have to make do with what I have and it sucks.

February 24, 2009

February 19, 2009

today i found out that my disc is bulging and not herniated. but that i should get a shot in my spine of steroids to bring down the swelling. it was better than hearing that I would be stuck doing physical therapy for the next year. my back and legs hurt pretty bad today. im glad that my last day is tomarrow.

February 18, 2009

Im tired and I need to return my book and I had to buy another one... aaahhhhhh

February 17, 2009

I didn't write just photographed. 

February 16, 2009

I got my new computer today.... YAY!!!!But Im tired from moving...

February 13, 2009

I have a protrusion in my L 4/5 disc, causing my nerve injury.

February 12, 2009

I think I lost my cat, he still hasnt come home. my nails are longer than ever before. I got a manicure then I went and got an MRI. Now I took a Codeine and I miss my kitty. Im worried about him.

February 11, 2009

February 10, 2009

I forgot to blog yesterday... It rained oh well, I moved in the rain. My cat hates our new house and cat wait to go outside. All he does is sit and wait to go outside and wait some more and whine some more. Im tired now. I was super happy earlier.

February 8, 2009

THX and LUH are in love. I dreamed about ice skating and skiiing. and Running into old friends and hoping to find my own true love.

February 7, 2009

Holland... aaahhh the good life in the western european states. The dragon has put his head out to the moon and called in the wild life. The fire smokes the trees and everything is warm again.

February 6, 2009

Im on the phone im on the phone.. AAAHHHH IM ON THE PHONE... the phone that keeps dropping my calls. It rained today. I was driving around the mountains looking at the little pearl drops of water. I get steak for dinner ym........ I want my mtv.. No actually I want my Computer..

February 5, 2009

I dont have any thing to write today.

February 4, 2009

I look like her sister... can you believe it... I can't. I want that studio but I can't afford it. Im tired and cranky and my cat isn't here to greet me cause there's a dog in the other room. Where is my cat!!!!

February 3, 2009

Today is about all I can stand. When do I move to my new home. I miss those people. I am at a loss. I am not hungry, but am slowly drinking this can of sugar water... AAAHHH sugar water, what would I do without it. Cant figure whats on my mind. I feel empty in my brain. I cant really say whats going on, except that I miss those people. Oh and I have red nails polish thats coming off and needs to be replaced.

PICTURE TO FOLLOW SOON...

February 2, 2009

King of the Bethren Court!

February 1, 2009

Does anybody know who SHE is? Im tired.. need rest, need some drugs... need some pain relief...from my back

January 31, 2009

Loss of Intuition through birth, visual perception and food.

January 29, 2009

Today is about my leg... Today is about listening to those other people in the other room doing other things. Filling out the files and looking about